Life!

Oh... where do I begin?

-Spring Break was awesome! My visit down in Fl. with Jarrod and Jacque was freaking awesome. I'm really glad I went, it was the first real vacation I had had in a long time and they're awesome people. :) The trip was way to short though! Flew in Monday and left Friday morning, not long enough at all. *shakes head* But the time I did spend down there was fun times. Tuesday we went to Silver Springs which is kinda like this big zoo built on a spring and they have glass bottom boat rides! It's also where the original Tarzan was filmed. On Wednesday we went to DeLeon Springs- where you can actually swim in the water and they have a pancake house! So we had awesome pancakes for breakfast and then got to go swimming in 75(ish) degree water. It was pretty fun, except I got a badass sunburn on my back. lol. On thursday we went to Bush Gardens in Tampa- my first time ever going on upside down roller coasters! Iwas kinda freaked out >_< but they weren't so bad. Not my favorite rides but definitely not bad. Friday was lame cause I had to come back to cold ass Ma. Saturday was spent in Ct with my aunts and their families. It was nice to see them all again :), I hadn't seen them since Christmas time.

-School is kinda lame. I'm enjoying all of my classes but I'm just so freaking done with it! Of course I want to graduate but ughh, its just not as important as I thought it once was. That doesn't mean I'm not going to try because I am, but I'm also not going to be heart broken if I don't graduate on time.

- Pets. Not so good. My mom had to put Loui, our pet rat, down this week :(. He was having a lot of trouble moving his head/tongue so he was barely eating or drinking. He had been on pain meds for the past month or so and it got to the point where he was barely even moving. So mom took him into the vet and the lady said it was in his best interest to put him down. =(. Really sucks, I would have at least liked to be there to say goodbye.

- Life in general is medicore. Lots of hard feelings that I'm trying to deal with and not doing a great job with. Still incredibly hung up on Jason and everything that relationship did to me, and I've been spending a lot of time questioning whether or not I really want to put myself out there again. I know I'm young and shouldn't be so pessimistic about it, but every time I put myself out there I get hurt... its just not really worth it anymore. But I guess we'll see...

Anyways, I dyed my hair tonight! >.> It's black <.< I'll post a picture once I take a good one. =P But for now, I'm goin to catch some zzzzz's. Night!